Since I wrote that last post people have told me it was the wrong thing to do and to carry on... well I feel i'm ready to write again.
I don't know where to begin. What's happened since?
Well I've graduated from college! Achieving the highest grades possible! So I now have a triple Distinction* in Forensic Science! Come at me CSI. Jokes I wanna go in to the funeral business and embalm people cause I'm super weird.
My Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Psoriasis and Raynauds is fab incase you were wondering. We're doing just fine, we're like a little family, all working together to put my body through extreme pain and fatigue and other crap making it fight like there's no tomorrow. I'm actually so done with fighting when it comes round to a zombie apocalypse I wont bother fighting and running, i'll finish my last bag of pasta and let the zombs eat me.
On a serious note, my bones and joints are all good, I had xrays and they came back normal! Apparently the only thing stopping them from getting damaged are my Anti-TNF injections so I have to stay on them :( I've just changed Methotrexate injections where I make it myself, they're icky and make me feel icky also.
I've stopped being so tearful and anxious which is just brill, being a soppy twat is not fun. AND AND AND I went to Amsterdam this summer with the boyfriend! We've been together a whole year now, that's pretty cool really, considering he hates injections and i'm always too tired to go out - I must be a very strange girlfriend to have! Bravo Ryan well done. Also Amsterdam was soo good! Went to Anne Frank, deffo recommend! Not so much Van Gogh.. Also I did try marijuana.. I heard it helps ease pain - lets just say that was an experience..one I wish Ryan hadn't filmed! It was a tiring holiday but luckily he loves to nap as much as I need to! Brill holiday!
Doc says to try my nortripteline and if it don't work, I have to go on gabapentin or something like that?! She says the side effects are eewy though so we'll see :( She also found some antibodies in my body..quite a lot of them..that are associated with rheumatoid arthritis and in about 8% cases of psoriasis.. I don't really know why i'm writing all that cause I don't really understand it.
I got a parking ticket the other day, for parking in shopmobility instead of disabled... it had a disabled badge sign! note to self: read the signs more carefully. bye bye £35... who would put a ticket on a disabled persons car.. harsh..heartless soul!
Anyway you remember that project I did with youthhealth talk? yeh here it is... browse through it all, im in there somewhere so are my parents, i'm looking reallllly fat! It was the steroids :(
write soon, hopefully.
love C xox